I need a break. I m so sick n tired.. u n her is seeing each other almost 24hrs a day n yet go out with us ur heart is not with us. When on phone with her u ae so happy like mad. I just hate it. Y just can't u act. That bloody woman I hate u. We having dinner y u call. U just wan to disturb us only. Fcuk u..

I feel so extra. You have her. N wad I m? When back online also because of her. Not me. I really v v sad.. I being worry n looking for u. But u are having great time there.

I really feel that I m so bloody stupid at times... gave in so much and wad I get. A stupid reply. I have enough of it. That it.

Why I treat you good even my mom also jealous? I am worry because u seldom sick, this is y I m so worry. Treat you good my friends all jealous. Am j doing wrong?

Sometime I feel so confuse y u can reply but nt me? I am so angry. Sometime I wonder m I doing the right thing. Shld I just off my phone? But I miss u so much. Miss no one acc me. In the morning no ppl say gd morning n be4 I slp no ppl say good nite. Is so lonely. Y u can't just understand me like I understand u?

I know I am v irrating. And u dun even to bother and reply. I just hate u n her. Just.. I feel like telling u n her off. Bloody bitch.

I always hate fri nite sat and sun. Ur is always de same. At her place with her y can't just tell me. I really dun understand. I just hate u aileen.. bloody hate but I need to act like I dunno anything. Feel so sick of it.